Falling down, back towards the snow

Rushing memories of winters pass

Innocent games of creation

Creation of angelic figures

That lives and plays in the white blanket

Now, the flailing of limbs happen

But for a much different reason

Then from those childish times

This time the snow will be coloured

With drops of rubies that fall and burn

Threw the ice and stain along the way

To reach the frozen earth

And I will become the angelic figure

To lay here for a moment

And stain this spot for all time

My blood forever trapped in the earth

The once innocent gleams in my eyes are gone

And replaced with your clouded image

My love

My world

My killer

Place the blade inside my mouth

Pull the knife and cut the flesh

From tongue to bone

Pull back the skin

Expose my teeth and gums

Splash my blood on my cheeks

All good boys and girls have rosy cheeks

Now strap me into place

Unable to move, unable to breath

Break my neck and pose my skull

Look deep into the black eye

With my dead clouded marbles

Flash of light,

Stolen soul

Tongue to teeth

Tighten the chains

Loosen the belt

Consumed by lust

Driven by desire

Soften the lock

Harden the key

Place it inside

Breathe of passion

Do the deed

Feed the hunger

Until all is gone

And all that remains

Is myself, and the darkness

The sun sets

Cities crumble

And I am surrounded by my own mortality

Survival drives me

Death consumes me

And soon I will return to the earth

Nothing lasts forever

And only a fool can dream it will

Well, I will live in the fantasy

Cloak myself in ignorance

And slip into my own damnation

Pour the bath and light the candles

Uncork the wine

Slash into the glass

Step in, it’s not to hot

Lay back

Let the music do its work

Sip the wine

Sigh in relief

 Sip the wine

Now take the pills

Sip the wine

Now slit the wrists

Slip into bliss